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Saya akan berkarir di Edensor saya sebelum 30 tahun.

1. Financial Freedom

2. Flexibility of Time

3. Sharing

Fokus, Beriman, Berjuang.

Nihong, I’ll be back soon.


wish be here,

wish be here,

Jakarta 9 December 2013,


Today I woke up at 9 am, what a shame! Manado Branch called me then I told them I was not healthy. I felt very tired and also decided to be office at noon since there was no urgent work to do. I was wondering and waiting what kind of duties should be done. I was elated every time they send me instruction to be done in Jakarta. But apparently, I need to be patient waiting that situation that nobody knows when they’ll instruct me.


For this couple of months I am very confused with the next track I will choose, the scholarship, the new work. These two issues drive me in to kinda strees. Haha

Well, I wish I can get the scholarship on May 2014 in Taiwan, besides that I have been very bored working here for having too much spare time without enhance my skill. My English become worse, my Chinese is stuck, no wonder every morning nothing motivate me to be in rush to office. I know it shouldn’t be excuse for being lazy, no matter where and how the situation in office I have to work hard; even nothing to do :p, so sorry Lord.


This morning, after a year quitting using my Jobstreet account to find job, I did it. PT. Komatsu advertise their job vacancy at Jobstreet as a secretary. Honestly, I’m not too confidence with my secretarial skill, and I know Komatsu is a big company. I saw their office while visited Japan last October. Yasukiyo told me, it was a well-know heavy manufacturer tools. Last week, I also applied a job with  Ruban’s recommendation. So, both of them are Japanese company. Hopefully, God remind the recruitment inviting me for the interview. I wish by working in Japanese company it will be one step closer to my passion. 



“Can’t Live A Day”

I could live life alone

And never fill the longings of my heart
The healing warmth of someone’s arms
And I could live without dreams
And never know the thrill of what could be
With every star so far and out of reach
I could live without many things
And I could carry on, but…

I couldn’t face my life tomorrow
Without Your hope in my heart I know
I can’t live a day without You
Lord, there’s no night and there’s no morning
Without Your loving arms to hold me
You’re the heartbeat of all I do
I can’t live a day without You

I could travel the world
See all the wonders beautiful and new
They’d only make me think of You
And I could have all life offers
Riches that were far beyond compare
To grant my every wish without a care
Oh, I could do anything, oh yes
But if You weren’t in it all…

I couldn’t face my life tomorrow
Without your hope in my heart I know
I can’t live a day without You
Lord, there’s no night and there’s no morning
Without Your loving arms to hold me
You’re the heartbeat of all I do
I can’t live a day without You

Oh, Jesus, I live because You live
You’re like the air I breathe
Oh, Jesus, I have because You give
You’re everything to me

I couldn’t face my life tomorrow
Without your hope in my heart I know
I can’t live a day without You
Lord, there’s no night and there’s no morning
Without Your loving arms to hold me
You’re the heartbeat of all I do
I can’t live a day without You

I couldn’t face my life tomorrow
Without your hope in my heart I know
I can’t live a day without You
Lord, there’s no night and there’s no morning
Without Your loving arms to hold me
You’re the heartbeat of all I do
I can’t live a day without You


I was in front of my computer when suddenly an old friend contacted me. Yes, she is a lady from my ex-office last year. I adore her until today. She is a smart, warm, friendly, young-mother. She asked me for dinner at PHO24, a Vietnamese Café near office. I talked everything to her, my worries, my happiness, my ambition, even my ambiguity of life. She asked me about my passion. Yes, passion. I didn’t answer it swiftly. Guess me, even still don’t find one. Bad. 

In my small head, I just want to have a good carrier in Japan, learn as much as I can about that country, absorb the culture and set in my mind to be brought to my hometown for the next adventurous life.

In the middle of our chat, his BF called her and said joined us. I know him, an old friend too at our ex-company. Then he came, again asked how my life was. I was shy to tell him that not so good so far. He had known it since I was very active in Facebook. It was like pointing his finger in front of my nose. Dying.

Then, he asked me where my nose was and asked me to touch it. I did it. He showed me another movement to touch his nose by putting his hand behind his head and passed the ears. Too complicated.


“Yes, it is you”, he said. “You know where you want to work, in which country even before your friend visit it, you did. But why do you choose others path to arrive there? It is simple, go straight then focus. Don’t waste your time your age”

I hung my head. I catch his mind. For sure, I’m lost nowadays, trying to find my calling but still I can’t. Incidentally, I met them remind me to be focus to my dream. Then, I begin to rewrite my dream, priority for these 5 years ahead. Life is easy as long as you live it. Thanks for the sweet chitchat.

Terima Kasih!


Berbagi cerita yang kurang membahagiakan mungkin akan menjadi pertimbangan yang sedikit a lot antara hati dan fikiranmu. Iya, katanya terbuka adalah awal pemulihan. Jika hatimu mengaminkannya, semoga fikiranmu mu yang keras yang memaksa memainkan logika kemudian tunduk pada sang intuisi.

Fikiran mungkin tidak salah! Coba saja perhatikan, banyak orang yang bertanya mungkin mereka hanya penasaran belaka bukan peduli. Iya, si peduli tampaknya masih menjadi bulan-bulanan tak berani muncul dengan gagahnya kepermukaan.

Kemudian, akan muncul berbagai alasan ketika hati kemudian mengambil peran dalam hal ini. Mungkin karena menurutnya sipendengar adalah seorang sahabat yang sungguh peduli akan keluhnya, atau kekasih hati  dan kekasih jiwa yang setia menjadi bumper untuk suka maupun kesah. Hahaha.

Semua terucap, mengalir begitu saja bak air yang tumpah mencari lekukan terendah untuk menggenang. Umpatan, kesal, rindu atau bahkan pembelaan diri. Mungkin yang diharapkan dari sipendengar adalah pernyataan setuju untuk setiap kata yang terucap, seolah-olah hendak mendukung sepenuhnya. Tapi tunggu, jika pendengar setulus sang hati yang berkesah, teguran yang nyata bila memang harus dilayangkan akan menjadi obat yang  berkhasiat. Menyebuhkan, memulihkan dan kemudian menumbuhkan rasa baru yang pantas diperjuangkan.

Baiklah mendengar, memperhatikan dan menimpali dengan jujur apa yang pantas menjadi respon bagi kesah sang hati.

Stay or Go?

Stay or Go?

The end of this month will be 2 days later. Have you planned what to be done for the upcoming September? Me, not yet. How have you enjoyed this August, were you happy. Frankly speaking, I wasn’t.

I know exactly, forbidden to grumbling all day, all the time. But ca I do it just a moment. So sorry. My mood isn’t well for these couple of month. I know why, because I don’t work as well. According to my contract, yes, I’m an office secretary for this company. But reviewing my job list, I’m not. Hahaha. It seems like a security to make sure that all the light is on in the morning and off in the evening, turn off the air conditioner when I do want go home, doing some cleaning and other things. Haha

So what do you think? Usually, I’m go home upset when I do nothing at office. I heard that someone who doesn’t work cannot eat. Can I eat my meals every day.
I’m sorry to share you this kind of feeling.
Some of my friend always say I’m lucky enough, yes I’m. less of pressure, and I can do e’thing as I wish. Yes, no one give me any pressure to myself. Hahaha

Look at the picture, I took it on my way home. It’s a nice statue in front of my office. I think the statue must have represented the office atmosphere. The place where many people work together, chat or mock each other. I don’t have it at my office. I’m alone, no boss, no friend. Can you imagine how I spent these 11 months? Do I need to stay longer or just find another job?

Hi Dad!

Hi Dad,

This month will be your birthday, August 20, 2013. I know this is the first time for me remember it very clearly and make a footnote on my calendar. How are you there? Are you getting old? I’m so sorry being pretending so busy recently. You’ll be 57 years old this month.

Hi Dad,

I never heard your wishes for these twenties years, can you tell me what. I also never told you face to face what my dreams are. What I will do for you, for our broken-family and what kind of guy I like to be my future husband. Can we pick up all of our memories behind we never had before?

Hi Dad,

Are you feeling good? How is your health recently? Thank you for stop smoking. I want to see you many years ahead. Can we take many pictures than before and put all of them in on frame?

Hi Dad,

Do you mind if I fly away from a couple of years to grab my dream? Will you promise me to be healthy and wait me in the airport? I’ll bring you a red shoe as you wish.

Hi Dad,

I love you so much and I know it is awkward for our tradition to say that a lot. But I want to tell it soon I meet you again.

Second Pages of Passport

Second Pages of Passport

Thanks God! Akhirnya tiket ke Jepang kebeli juga. Thanks buat Pesawat Dermawan (Airasiago.com) yang memberikan penawaran ekstra murah tak kepalang. Well hanya 3 har 2 malam, but it worth untuk langkah awal berhubung budget juga tipis.
Perjalanan kali ini adalah perjalanan yang sudah diimani sejak 2008 silam, lama ya cuy. Sepertinya Doi ingin menghibur gue berhubung ga lulus MEXT 2013. Dan paling membingungkan lagi, gue harus banting stir belajar “Hanyu” yang tak pernah terfikirkan seumur hidup. Apapun itu Jepang tetap dihati. Hahaha..

Perjalanan kali ini akan bersama dengan 5 teman lainnya, dimana 2 diantaranya adalah Senpai di PO UNSADA. Mereka sich kena charge buat tourguide, untungnya gue ga. Hahaha! Lumayan 300 ribu beli Ramen di Negeri Sakura. Sampai sekarang kami belum dapat Itinerary buat di Jepun nanti, katanya sich karena masih lama. Untuk urus Visa, kami akan lakukan sendiri di bulan September.
Jadi, bagaimana kelanjutan dari postingan ini ditunggu aja 3 bulan lagi (:

Beautiful B’day Party

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Thanks to My Dear Partner In Crime.
We ain’t daydreamer but dream catcher!!


Tidak ada yang kebetulan!

Minggu itu, setelah sekian minggu dari status seorang teman yang mengulas mengenai 2PM service, akhirnya gue pun ikut dengannya. Siapa juga tahu, kalau anak muda satu ini sangat ahli dalam meracuni teman sepermainannya dalam hal ajak-mengajak. Sejauh ini sich untuk hal positive. Hehe *peace


Ruangan itu sangat besar,dipenuhi oleh kursi-kursi berwarna merah dengan hampir di semua bangku  terdapat bendera khas pemain tamborin. Entahlah, gue tak tau apa fungsinya. Ibadahpun berjalan dengan hikmat. Tepukan riuh khas anak muda terdengar dengan penuh semangat yang secara tak sadar mendorongku mengikuti instruksi song leader.

Sesi penyembahan pun usai,  awesome! I heard my dear one speak in tongue. Speechless. Sudah berjumat-jumat kami tak pernah duduk bersama dalam sebuah sesi seperti ini. Rasanya seperti mengulang kembali masa perjuangan dan kejayaan dimedan perang dulu *lebay :p

Si tua itu pun muncul dimimbar dengan gagahnya. Beliau menyebut dirinya si tua nan tampan. Sontak kami terkekeh-kekeh. Tak bisa dipungkiri beliau memang sangat tampan. Menurut beliau jika di usia hampir 70 tahun masih setampan itu, bagaimana jika beliau diusia 18 tahun. Asli, pikiranpun mencoba membayangkan tampang beliau dikala itu. Ha..haha

“Jika saya diusia ini masih tampan, namun kamu diusia sebelia ini tidak tampan, menarik dan bersemangat. Matilah kau! Bagaimana mau berhasil!”. Begitulah kira-kira pernyataan yang menusuk Kalbu. >,< . He is 70 years but actually 18 years with 52 years experiences!

“Usia boleh hampir menjangkau tanah, tapi penampilan dan semangat masih OK punya, karna ada Yesus disini”, katanya menepuk dadanya.

Kami yang ada diruangan tersebut bertepuk tangan dan pastinya mulai mengoreksi diri masing-masing. Sharing yang beliau sampaikan yang sangat mengena kala itu adalah “Orang Lain” :

-Jika kamu, mau bahagia, bahagiakan dulu orang lain.

-Jika kamu mau kaya, kayakan dulu orang lain

-Jika kamu mau sukses, sukseskan dulu orang lain


Berilah, maka kamu akan diberi.


Kenapa harus gue yang lebih dulu? Keenakan dong mereka? Kerjaan gue lebih banyak, eh gajinya sama dengan sebelah meja yang kerjaannya gak seberapa itu.. blalalalla… *lgi ngedit dulu 😛


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